Green tea is not supposed to taste like dirt!!!!! According to this guy who owns a tea shop - you’re supposed to wait five minutes AFTER you boil the water to make the tea, otherwise the water burns the leaves and makes it taste awful. Cooler water makes the tea sweeter!!!
oh you made me feel terrible things. cut up, violent things. things i threw up or held down or cried out or sucked in. things i couldn’t write out, things that wouldn’t stay in, things that ruined me.
but you made me feel stupid. foolish. like. i’ve dealt with the worst things. but i can’t scrub out all that god i knew better didn’t i from the seams of me. i never want to feel like that again. like an idiot. like it’s my fault for being dumb. i should have known this would happen.
Sorry but I won’t feel comfortable dating until I’m thin. I wouldnt feel right about me being able to enjoy my in shape boyfriend while he’s stuck trying to enjoy my fat ugly body. I won’t do it. It’s not fair.
